Jessica Schab

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How You Can Help Me Find My Brother

Dearest Soul Family,

Many of you have asked me how can you help me find my brother, and for a long time I did not know how to answer. Now I do, and I think you will be the reason I will find him.

I just had a long conversation with my good friend, Andrew Basiago, who has excelled in remote viewing and psychic skills since he was a child. He is so skilled that he was selected for a secret government project known as Project Pegasus, which was discussed in my interview with him. He told me that my brother Forrest is neither dead nor being held hostage somewhere with the wrong people. Interpol has records saying that he did indeed go to Mexico, but once you are in Mexico, there are other places you can go—like say, South America.

The rumors of Forrest possibly being with the wrong kind of people in Mexico or elsewhere stopped me from doing anything. When it comes to things like this, getting a loved one back is tricky and not always the safest wisest way to go for me my family or my friends. i would risk anyone’s safety.

When Andrew remote-viewed Forrest, he saw him in Mexico at a posh resort or hotel, where he met up with a couple who were adventurers. They liked Forrest and asked him to go on an adventure with them to South America, and Forrest, being lost to alcohol and his many sorrows over breaking up with his girlfriend, decided he had nothing to lose and went with them. They did not harm him or anything, but they eventually parted ways. Suddenly, Forrest was lost and alone with very little knowledge of Spanish.  Forrest then made his way to various major cities along the Pan-American Highway.

When Andy asked where Forrest was, he got Montevideo, Uruguay. He saw that Forrest is now very low on funds and living like a homeless , disheveled person on the streets in a major city, doing what he can to get by. Andy said he might not be totally accurate about the place. It could also be Paraguay and a place starting with “Mont” and sounding similar to Montevideo.

If we inform the authorities there and in all the major cities along the Pan-American Highway, we will be able to find him. If we sent pictures of Forrest and his tattoos and said he was an intoxicated missing person, he might be found.

Andrew also mentioned a person named Jose Uribe who is somehow associated with Forrest. He might have been with Forrest for a bit or is still with him. (Google that name, and you will see that Jose Uribe is also the name of a deceased Dominican major league baseball shortstop.)

Now if you live in South America or Mexico or know of anyone who lives there, you can help me inform the authorities there. I know this is kind of wild, but I feel I just have to try it. I do not think I could do it without you because we seem to be so telepathically in-tune with each other, which is always so awesome to witness. If we are lucky, Forrest could be found by mid-March.

Thank-you again for all your love, awesomeness, and support.

Warm embrace laced in grace,



P.S.  Below are some stats on Forrest as well as URLs where you can find photos of Forrest if you want to make some flyers. Be sure to note his tattoos!


Name: Forrest Terry Grant Schab, also known as “DY” or “Metaforrezt”

Height: About 6’2”

Weight: 200 to 220 pounds

Hair: Dirty blonde

Eyes:  Hazel green

If found, contact me at


URLS with photos:



Author: Jessica Schab

Memoirs of a Former Mystic - Blogs I've written many blogs but the series about my time in Bali, Indonesia, when my radical changes took place, is what has garnered the most curiosity and acclaim. In it, I share everything about that process from beginning to end and in great detail, so that others can get to know me and better understand what I am about. My Bali Blog series is an exploration of my own personal confusion towards rational thinking that has helped myself and others to see our own cognitive dissonance. It exposes the many things that we hide from ourselves and why. ​I highly suggest to read the blogs in order, from part 1 to 5. Otherwise, it will be hard to understand the content. I myself am shocked to realize that I had no idea how conditioned and problematic my spiritual beliefs were until I wrote these blogs; how they affected every aspect of my life and created so many unnecessary problems, making me so afraid to even dare to think or imagine my life and who I was without them. I can see now the contradictions I had to want to understand, watching these elements fight within me, planting mine fields of self-destruction in my mind when I forced myself to think without spiritual beliefs that acted like a drug for me, often times taking over my mind and thinking for me. How could I get myself to stop protecting these beliefs? Such a question led me to understand why others are so keen to choose irrationality instead of logic when it comes to their ideologies. It's one of the many reasons that led to me speaking up about why I am so concerned about this movement and the dangers of these beliefs. I would describe my changes as a massive tidal wave; a tsunami sweeping me and everything I was familiar with away. I honestly do not think I would have made it had I not learned how to surf my psyche. You would think the tidal wave would be the worst of it, right? So did I. I can say it’s not the case. You can ask people who have experienced a massive tsunami or any natural disaster and they will tell you the worst part is actually the aftermath; dealing with the dramatic shift, and in my case the psychological changes. How does one go on after something like that? What next? It’s not like one can go back to how things used to be and forget it ever happened; the experience echoes in your bones. It’s futile and insane to rebuild the old and familiar in your psyche and to encourage former hopes and beliefs. Especially because it often is what beckoned and fuelled the tsunami to begin with. When you get to the root, you must start completely new so as not to recreate the past. ​Ha! Easier said than done! So, these blogs are also an invitation and challenge to detect what is confusion and what is fact. To have people ask themselves: Are my beliefs thinking for me? It becomes more apparent and easier to pinpoint and reduce one's conditioned thinking when one finishes the whole series in order. Then, one can see their own results on how they scored with detecting and exploring their own cognitive biases.​ Best of luck. ​Enjoy and please let me know what you think :-)


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  3. I know it’s a little old or maybe you heard or know already….but Forrest was hit in Mexico, done in by L.A from Van for $ that he lent him. He’s gone the way the cartels do ppl, in a ‘polozo’ their was a Mexican that was caught that admitted he worked with a few different cartels. They call him the stew maker. Maybe he would remember if there was a ‘white guy’ with tattoo sleeves that was sent over to him? That’s the ‘word’ on the street what ppl on the west coast all believe.

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